Until death comes...My life(I feel like I'm)Feels more like(Sleeping on a storm cloud)A memory(It's Falling)That's fading(I'm failing)My dreams(My life)Are filled with(Isn't right)Monsters and pain(Nothing's right)I'm not okay(Until death)Unless death(Claims me)Steals my soul..
Never to be whole again..My despair(This pain)It never ends(Never pauses)The heart-aches(These scars)Let me know(Remind me)That I'm alive(Of the past)I will(I won't)Never be whole(Ever heal)
When Will You Return...?If I said to save meWould you come?If I told youHow much I needed youWould you understand?I'm passing in and out of consciousnessCan't see you by my sideWhere have you gone toWhen I really need you?For youI've always been thereTo pick you upWhen you fallWhen you're strugglingInner turmoilI'm fighting so many battlesLosing this war insideAnd yetYou're still so far awayIf I told you how much I hurtHow dead I feel without your presenceWould you return to me?
Make It StopMake it stopRip it outThis pain that never ceasesMy heart continues to beatIt's slow arithmetic patternThough it's broken and bleedingI wish it to stopMy mind does not will itNor does my fading soulRip it all outMake it all stopIf only for a few momentsI wish to feel okay.
Nightmare Mission"Sir Lancelot!" I gulp quietly."Find our majesty by any means, capture her without mercy," he said cooly to the 'hunters.'They bowed their black covered heads and departed. I press myself against the hard painted hallway wall, hidden in the shadows, as Sir Lancelot strolls by. His armor clinking and his sword moving with his slim body. I watch from afar as he turned the corner, and caught a last glimpse at his sheathed sword hoisted at his waist.I sigh in relief. I have been acting as a kind of spy, my friends and I, to be more precise. I slump down, back still thrust tensely against the wall behind me.I slip out the communicator from my jacket pocket. I glance around restlessly and put the device gently to my ear."Butch, you there?" I whisper hoarsely, "Didja get all that?"A young male voice boasts, "Yup, we're all good, Journey-chan, we got the info, and a few recordings, just like ya asked!"I chuckle, my friends always had that sort of spunk and confidence I could never affor
SomeWhereCan't BreatheBecause I can't find youWherever I lookNo matter where I runYou still don't appearOnly in my dreams do I see youEmbracing me in your soothing armsSinging me that lullabyThat's all too familiarCan't stop searchingBecause I'm not in your armsLiving in miseryI can't find youBut I won't stop searchingCan't stop running with tearsUntil I Find You.